well, today was the last day of my summer, (basicly). tomorow at 12:30 i will enter that dreaded building and procead to have my picture taken and my identity will be added into their data base. i will be forced to be reunited with all the faces id hoped i woulnt have to come in contact with ever again. there will be new comers, and i will have to be friendly and smile and act as though i am proud of the people around me.
its all gone, no more summer. no more sleeping until 12, no more staying up until four and sneaking out of my house. no more hijacking the car and dancing in the parking lot.
sigh
i got an unsatisfactory in the math section of the CSAPs. its so sad. i am helpless when it comes to math unless someone is holding my hand all the way through. oh well who the hell takes the CSAPs serious anyway?
in the writing section it said that i did not write for a variety of audiences and purposes. who the hell am i? superman? am i supposed to be able to write for every fucking purpose. and audience, since when did this matter. im not writing a television show.
im suprised i have not yet hanged myself.
im very frightened to go to school.
its just a scary place.
i wouldn't mind just dropping out and moving to louisiana, i could meet a nice guy named clarence and we could live in a nicely decorated airstream trailer on the biau. we could gaze at the stars and whittle ourselves some new utensils to eat our fresh racoon meat.
that would be the life.