so today...in addition the going to the dermatoligist, i got some (cough) warts (cough) frozen off my foot. and as i was sitting in the car waiting for my mom in the supermarket, since i could not walk. enduring the blinding pain. i started thinking...why does pain have to be a bad feeling? i can make it whatever i want it to be. so everytime that i felt the wave of pain i pretened that i liked it. i told myself it was good. i thought that with enough work i could make it orgasmic. which is undoubtably possible if one had the time. what is pain? what is happiness? and what makes them good or bad feelings. the mind is powerful enough to make yourself believe anything.
sadly, when i returned home i forgot about trying.