i'm begining to develope this complex where, say, in school, some one mentions some petty evil that has been commited. For example, let's say, an I pod is stolen, or, a threatning letter is written. Whenever i hear of things like this happening i automaticly assume that every person in the room thinks that i did it. Sometimes, i will screw up my face to show that, i too, think that it is a simply disgusting act and whoever is responsible should be punished severly. Other times, i will pretend not to notice at all so as to not come off as guilty and pretending to be sickened when truly i dont want anyone to know that it really was me who did it. Therefore, i remain expressionless. Even if we are in a large group situation, an entire auditorium full of students, and even if the crime, whatever it may be took place in an entirely different place, i imagine people shooting glances at me or whispering, "thats her, that girl who stole tommy's I pod" or, "shes the one who has been doing that obscene grafitti in the men's bathroom!"
as far as i know people could see me as a complete skin head. for all they know i could be some sort of nazi sympathizer who worships satan by night and lures little children to my lair at which point i proceed to eat their skin and make jello out of their bones.
though i think that the truth is that none of them notice me at all.
which. is a relief.